KIds innocence

 Heya....

Back after sooo long; I know but it feels so great to be here at my place.

Today I was just over-hearing my kids who were discussing something very serious. Actually inspired from Baghi movie series, they have become a huge huge fan of  Tiger Shroff. All the day long, they hear this song tittled "Get Ready to Fight" and "Zindagi Aa Raha Hoon".

So today evening, recalling this zindagi song, the conversation went like this:

Raghav: Bhaiya, Tiger Shroff to kab se keh rha tha ki aa rha hu mai. Aya to abhi tak nhi...

Parth: To tu usse fon krke puch hi le ki aya kyu nhi.

Raghav: Bhaiya tere pass uska number hai?

Parth: Nhi mere pass to nhi hai. Dadi se puchte hai... Dadi aapke pass Tiger Shroff ka number hai?

Dadi sitting next to them: Wo kon hai??

I laughed so hard as well as so overwhelmed with their innocence. Its so true that this bachpan is a bliss and as a parent, we should let these kids enjoy it to the fullest. We did it and let them do it too.

More such conversations to come on this place.

Till then BBii and stay safe. 

My life partner ❤️

Kaisa ajeeb sa ehsaas hai ye
Jb hmsafar hi khud apni manzil ban jata hai...
Kitni naya si kashmokash hai ye
Ki jiske sath puri zindagi bitani hai
Jb wahi apni zindagi ban jata hai... :-)

Time time ki baat hai

Time time ki baat hai,
Abhi kuch din phle tk to mere grandfather sardiyon ki raaton me meri razai sahi kiya krte the,
Aur abhi mai raat ko apne bachon ki razai sahi krti hu.

#timechanges #fellinggood

Cheer Up Darling

When no one else can help you then only you can help you. And when you can do so then do it for you.

Life is very beautiful no matter what. Celebrate it; celebrate it for yourself coz you matter.

For last few days, I was trying to cope up with my mood swings but was unable to despite of long talks with the people I love to be around. Being a very very talkative girl, talking endlessly with someone close generally lifts my mood up like anything. But this time, I guess I was pretty low.
 For nobody was able to help me out, I decided to help my own self. And one fantastic way of getting back to the track of life is to write down a note to self. And volla! it worked. So this is what I wrote that day...

"Cheer up darling. You're beautiful. There are so many people around you who cherish your presence. Don't feel low about yourself for anything you've done or missed to do. Its OK. Its life and its a continuous process. You'll get more chances to mend and rectify. And even if you don't, don't worry; deal in the best way to what you get. You'll progress so.

This is your life and you've every right to live it your own way.
So chin up and cheer up sweetie for you matter a lot for yourself. Love yourself for what you are.Don't let anything or anyone break you into pieces for you're rally strong at heart. You've got many brilliant plans in your mind and this strongness along with your passion, persistence will lead you to your ultimate goal.

Don't get struck to the fantasies in the way. They are just the distractions. Just focus on what your heart actually lust for and how you are gonna get it.

Live life to its fullest and enjoy every bit of it coz you're not gonna get that moment back. Love yourself!!"

Experience of watching movie 'Marry Kom'

Hello everyone.

Last sunday I along with my family went for watching the movie 'Marry Kom' in PVR Cinemas. It was a very nice and inspiring movie. It left me with a new energy for my life and aim. Oh I do get motivated after watching such movies. The movie 'Guru' stared 'Abhishek Bachchan' and 'Aishwarya Rai Bachchan' was one such movie.

Besides all these things, one thing that I want to share with you and which is more important than all of the above matter is that in the movie there was a scene when our national anthem was played. At that time what everybody did was certainly not expected by me.
When the national anthem was played, one of the person from the audience stood up in the honor; then the second person sitting beside to him and then the next person. Gradually everybody was standing and that also in a still position. I mean they all were serious. 

I felt very proud that yes there are the people in India who respect her because I guessed that such people are getting extincted with time. At that time what I saw was a light of hope that gathering all such people and guiding them properly, we can take our motherland to betterment in all regards.
 And its we who is gonna start the rally because charity begins at home.

Good luck to all of us.

First Steps

Oh wow. Finally the day has arrived when my son, Paarth started walking on his own and that also without any support on August 3rd.

Oh! I have been waiting for this day since ages. We all are sooo happy and excited;  but Parth is even more excited. Every time he walks, falls down,  he laughs and claps for what he has done and is trying to do. You have to see the smile and shine in his beautiful eyes. 

Its a heavenly pleasure watching him walking and doing all stuff of fun and activities. With him, my 24 hours long day passes like a 'click'. 😀

God bless you my son. Lov ya. 👪💞

Life back on track

Heya.! M back. I know it sounds wired saying I'm back everytime I come to my own blog. But this is the feeling I can't help whenever I come here. It always feel great penning down your heart.

There is nothing  special I visited here for; its just that I was missing my blog very badly. 

These days the thing or rather the person keeping me busy all the day long is my son. On June 17th, 2014, he turned one. And now he has become very naughty. His little steps, his cute cute acts, his meaningless words (or tones I must say), capturing every single bit of his expressions and activities- aha! its pleasure watching and enjoying his childhood. Truly, motherhood is a bliss.
 
Now is the time that I've started finding time for my own stuff as well. With the phrase 'my own stuff', I mean my passion and hobbies which include computing (programming to be precise), some diy art and crafts, some organisations, some of the writing stuff I've been longing soo long.

Its all about patience and striking the iron when its hot. And now its my time. I know as the time will precede, things will go better. It is always good to give what the time demands but also keep the fire of your passion burning inside you. This is what I learnt from my life and people in it. 

So just enjoy the present moment. Don't pay heal to the unpleasant things because they are gonna ruin your present only and no one else.  Better pay attention to what makes you feel great about yourself. Just keep learning something every new day.

Live your life happily and enthusiatically because life is too short to be sad.

Until my next post, stay happy and good luck for your plans.

A long long pause

Oh wow... what a long pause it was, what a long break it was from my blog. My last blog was Besabri which I wrote when I was expecting a baby and was desperate to have him/her in my arms.

Now after such a long period, I'm back at my place sharing my feelings and experiences of those days back when I was absent.

First and foremost, I've now become mother of a 6 month baby boy, my cutie 'Paarth'. Those little sparkling eyes I can see now, soft soft arms legs I can touch now, that heavenly touch of him brings life to me. Time spent with him re-energizes me. Ah! motherhood is truely is a bliss and very humbly, I announce this to you all that I'm blessed with it. :D

Secondly, my brother-in-law (my husband's younger brother) got married few days back. I enjoyed thoroughly during his wedding and all the concerned functions. I sang and dance a lot. Celebration was in the air. Still feeling tired.

Life, now as it seems, has become the directed journey. I used the phrase 'as it seems' because 'na jane agli subh kya surprize le kr aye'. And 'directed journey' because it seems ki pta hai ki ab kis direction me sochna hai, konsi manzil ki taraf rukh krna hai. My priorities are now my husband and my baby more than anyone else. They are my first love and my first responsibilities. And I'm satisfied with it. I've accepted this truth of my life.

 But my husband doesn't look ok with it. He wants me to remain in touch with the engineer in me and keep doing something in this field. He tries every single effort to keep the fire burning within me. My dream of becoming an entrepreneur and establishing my own company has now become his dream. I feel great when he motivates me on this path. :D

Abhi to mai bhi determined hu. I've decided to spend some time and relive the engineer in me which I've kept aside. 

So my three priorities of my life are now my husband, my baby and my dream in no particular order.

Besabri

"jaise jaise karwa manzil ke nazdeek phochne lagta hai,

pta nhi kyu ye safar aur jada lagne lagta hai."

Becoming more patient these days for that special moment of my life. Wanna have it sooner now. ;) 
I had never thought that I'll react so enthusiastically for it. But I just love this feeling...  Hope everythin goes very well.

Finally the time has come

Aisa kyu hota hai ki jis manjil ke hum bhot khawab sajate hai, jb vo manjil kareeb ane lgti hai to kil kehta hai ki 'Arey itni jaldi to nhi bola tha...', especially tb jb us manjil tk ki rah bhot lambi thi aur eventually ap us rah ko enjoy krna seekh jate ho.

This is something similar to ki jab gadi desitnation pr phochne vali hai to apka dil chahta hai ki please koi is gadi ka reverse gear dale aur thoda backward move krke fir se chalaye taki thoda time aur hum aise hi jee le, thoda sa aur is time ko enjoy kr le. Bad me to sirf yaadien hi reh jati hai.

Just now booked the tickets to Bangalore. Finally its time to leave my sweet loving home and move to an altogether new environment (Infosys Mysore Development Center). That also for a minimum of 4 to 6 months. This only thought is scaring me and driving me crazy. Time to change my character from a 'Princess Barbie' to a 'Brave Princess (self dependent girl)' fighting all alone for all her affairs.

This time I would ask myself to 'Stay Blessed'.

I don't know if above written sentences are well formed and make sense or not but I can't help with this. Aise hi dil me aya aur aise hi ek kore kagaz pr utar diya. Trust me before jotting down my feelings, I was feeling very stressed and restless. But as I'm completing writing it, I'm feeling quite relieved. Now I can understand why do people who writes write. Thanks to my blog for patiently listening to me and to my songs who accompanied me while I wrote the whole stuff. :)

ज़िन्दगी की सीख

हमारी ज़िन्दगी मे चाहे एक तूफान आए या एक खुशनुमा सा हवा का झोंका,
वो हमेशा हमारे लिए कोई न कोई सीख छोड़ कर जाता है ;
कभी कभी हमे वो हालात का सामना करना सिखाता है,
तो कभी कभी बस चुप चाप पीछे बैठ कर जो हो रहा है, उसके मज़े लेना सिखा जाता है।

Incomplete poet in me

Jab jab mai jada emotional ho jati hu, I start writing something in poetic mood. Shayad kuch poem jaisa hota hai, I guess.

But there's one thing that happens every time. M never able to complete that poetic thing. Probably either m not able to understand my feelings properly and completely or m not able to pen them down nicely. May be I need to spend some more quality time with my emotions in solitude.

Time to capture some more time from my daily life to live more... :)

Thank you God

No matter how good or bad your whole day has been, at the end of the day, you will have a marvelously sound sleep when you have someone to talk to about it and when the other person you are talking to is also interested in you.

Thank you God for blessing me with such a lovely and caring partner to spend my life with.  :)

Missing you Maa

वैसे तो हम पहले बिना वजह सारा सारा दिन बातें किया करते थे,
पर आज कल ना जाने क्यों तुजसे यु ही बात करने के लिए भी
कोई वजह खोजनी पड़ती है..
पता नही ऐसा क्या हो गया कि मै  तुजसे इतनी दूर हो गयी.

Missing you mummy and everyone rest at ma home... Love you all... <3

Love you Zindagi

I'm not scared of death,

M just fond of living... :)

 (-Deepika)

मुझे मौत से डर नही लगता
मुझे तो बस ज़िन्दगी जीने का चस्का है... :)

(-दीपिका)

I don't know how much the above thoughts are true in my case, but these days m living in my full swings. M very very happy and excited about my new life which going to start very shortly.
 

I don't know what's exactly gonna happen, but m hoping for the best of my life to be waiting for me at this next turn of my life. Fingers crossed. (X)

Good luck to me is all what I wanna wish myself. I know m gonna rock. :))

One request to my Allmighty

एक अर्ज़


जिसे उड़ने की इज़ाज़त न हो
उसे पंख भी न दिए जाए
ऐसे पंख ज़िन्दगी भर चुभते है


ऐसे सपने न दिखाए जाए
जिनके सच होने की कोई गुंजाईश ही नहीं
ऐसे सपने साड़ी ज़िन्दगी दर्द देते है.


(Will try some other day to complete it. Hopefully till then something good may happen and I might need not to complete this. Hmmm.. Good Luck Zindagi.)

उमीदे

लोग अक्सर कहते है कि पालनी है तो उमीदे पालिए
कभी भी सपने मत पालिए
क्युकि सपने अक्सर सच नही होते
और टूटने पर ये सपने बहोत रुलाते है

पर अलग है अंदाज़ हमारा यहाँ
हमें तो सपनो से जादा उमीदो ने रुलाया है
कभी कभी मै सोचती हु कि
हर बारी मै जूठी उमीदे ही कैसे पाल लेती हु..

अब तो सोच लिया कि न तो कोई सपना देखेगे
और न ही कोई उम्मीद रखेगे
जैसे ज़िन्दगी कहेगी
वेसे ख़ुशी खुशी जी लेगे...
 

First weekend at infy

(Dated Feb11,2011)
Today me and my friends had a trip to the mysore palace. Oh it's so so beautiful that m not having words to express my feelings. The whole architecture is so wonderful especially the carvings on the walls and the ceilings. The whole scene just left my eyes wide opened. :-) But yes if we have hiered a guide things would have made the whole thing more knowledgeable. But it's ok; I enjoyed the whole trip.

 There for the first time i had the camel ride. I was alone on the camel and this is something I want to boast upon. Sitting alone on the camel was no less than an act of bravery for me. After so long I screamed so loud just like a small child. Yippiee..!!

Ok after we reached infy campus, we decided to dine at tofin which is a small restraunt kinda thing. This was the best part of the day coz there I had Punjabi food that also in typical Punjabi taste with Honey Singh songs in the background. I was having this kind of food since I had left Delhi and tofin did truly reminded me of a dhaba. Bas maza hi aa gya... Mummy ke khane ka chota sa substitution mil gya though this gap can never be filled by anything on this earth. Yummy..!! Atleast this dose can help me to survive for the next few days..

Rest all is superb here. Details of the awesome environment at infy will be provided to you on some other fine morning. Till then bbii and take care... :-)

Blunder again

 Oh I'm too bad at this- filling my memory card with few songs of my collection (few is actually not few literally). I may be having a memory card of 2GB, 3, 4 or even more, I can never be satisfied with the number of songs I can have. I always want more and more, greedy me.. I've been trying to adjust all my favorites in the given memory since 11 this morning and till 6 pm, I'm still struggling to get it done. Don't know when will I grow up or will I grow up.. :O

(Infy, had you allowed us to bring lappy or hard disk drive or even pen drive, my work would have become much much easier.)

 Anyways, I know I can't help myself in this regard.. so jate jate....

"Just few more hours to go..... Wishing myself all the very best...
I guess I'm not gonna miss anyone coz i'll be carrying everyone in my heart and in my memories... but surely gonna miss my belongings and my routine nd my songs (nt able to carry all in my memory card as mentioned.. :O).......

Hopeful for the entirely new chapter of my life....... and a feel of gratitude for all those who tolerate me and my varying moods when i was with them.... Thank you all... :))"

Ek Vinti

(Tomorrow will be leaving for infy. The awaited day has finally arrived, but m not really very happy or excited. Anyways, probably this is gonna be my last post from my home , so one request to the Almighty before leaving...)


He Ishwar,
mujh par itni kripa krna ki jab bhi mera sir jhuke to vo sirf tere sajde me na ki sharmindagi me,
aur jab bhi mera sir ude to vo aatm vishwas me na ki ahenkaar me.

jehi vidhi hoi naath hit mora,
karahu so begi daas mei tora... :)

--Deepika Bansal