One request to my Allmighty

एक अर्ज़


जिसे उड़ने की इज़ाज़त न हो
उसे पंख भी न दिए जाए
ऐसे पंख ज़िन्दगी भर चुभते है


ऐसे सपने न दिखाए जाए
जिनके सच होने की कोई गुंजाईश ही नहीं
ऐसे सपने साड़ी ज़िन्दगी दर्द देते है.


(Will try some other day to complete it. Hopefully till then something good may happen and I might need not to complete this. Hmmm.. Good Luck Zindagi.)

उमीदे

लोग अक्सर कहते है कि पालनी है तो उमीदे पालिए
कभी भी सपने मत पालिए
क्युकि सपने अक्सर सच नही होते
और टूटने पर ये सपने बहोत रुलाते है

पर अलग है अंदाज़ हमारा यहाँ
हमें तो सपनो से जादा उमीदो ने रुलाया है
कभी कभी मै सोचती हु कि
हर बारी मै जूठी उमीदे ही कैसे पाल लेती हु..

अब तो सोच लिया कि न तो कोई सपना देखेगे
और न ही कोई उम्मीद रखेगे
जैसे ज़िन्दगी कहेगी
वेसे ख़ुशी खुशी जी लेगे...
 

First weekend at infy

(Dated Feb11,2011)
Today me and my friends had a trip to the mysore palace. Oh it's so so beautiful that m not having words to express my feelings. The whole architecture is so wonderful especially the carvings on the walls and the ceilings. The whole scene just left my eyes wide opened. :-) But yes if we have hiered a guide things would have made the whole thing more knowledgeable. But it's ok; I enjoyed the whole trip.

 There for the first time i had the camel ride. I was alone on the camel and this is something I want to boast upon. Sitting alone on the camel was no less than an act of bravery for me. After so long I screamed so loud just like a small child. Yippiee..!!

Ok after we reached infy campus, we decided to dine at tofin which is a small restraunt kinda thing. This was the best part of the day coz there I had Punjabi food that also in typical Punjabi taste with Honey Singh songs in the background. I was having this kind of food since I had left Delhi and tofin did truly reminded me of a dhaba. Bas maza hi aa gya... Mummy ke khane ka chota sa substitution mil gya though this gap can never be filled by anything on this earth. Yummy..!! Atleast this dose can help me to survive for the next few days..

Rest all is superb here. Details of the awesome environment at infy will be provided to you on some other fine morning. Till then bbii and take care... :-)

Blunder again

 Oh I'm too bad at this- filling my memory card with few songs of my collection (few is actually not few literally). I may be having a memory card of 2GB, 3, 4 or even more, I can never be satisfied with the number of songs I can have. I always want more and more, greedy me.. I've been trying to adjust all my favorites in the given memory since 11 this morning and till 6 pm, I'm still struggling to get it done. Don't know when will I grow up or will I grow up.. :O

(Infy, had you allowed us to bring lappy or hard disk drive or even pen drive, my work would have become much much easier.)

 Anyways, I know I can't help myself in this regard.. so jate jate....

"Just few more hours to go..... Wishing myself all the very best...
I guess I'm not gonna miss anyone coz i'll be carrying everyone in my heart and in my memories... but surely gonna miss my belongings and my routine nd my songs (nt able to carry all in my memory card as mentioned.. :O).......

Hopeful for the entirely new chapter of my life....... and a feel of gratitude for all those who tolerate me and my varying moods when i was with them.... Thank you all... :))"

Ek Vinti

(Tomorrow will be leaving for infy. The awaited day has finally arrived, but m not really very happy or excited. Anyways, probably this is gonna be my last post from my home , so one request to the Almighty before leaving...)


He Ishwar,
mujh par itni kripa krna ki jab bhi mera sir jhuke to vo sirf tere sajde me na ki sharmindagi me,
aur jab bhi mera sir ude to vo aatm vishwas me na ki ahenkaar me.

jehi vidhi hoi naath hit mora,
karahu so begi daas mei tora... :)

--Deepika Bansal