Saturday, December 14, 2013

A long long pause

Oh wow... what a long pause it was, what a long break it was from my blog. My last blog was Besabri which I wrote when I was expecting a baby and was desperate to have him/her in my arms.

Now after such a long period, I'm back at my place sharing my feelings and experiences of those days back when I was absent.

First and foremost, I've now become mother of a 6 month baby boy, my cutie 'Paarth'. Those little sparkling eyes I can see now, soft soft arms legs I can touch now, that heavenly touch of him brings life to me. Time spent with him re-energizes me. Ah! motherhood is truely is a bliss and very humbly, I announce this to you all that I'm blessed with it. :D

Secondly, my brother-in-law (my husband's younger brother) got married few days back. I enjoyed thoroughly during his wedding and all the concerned functions. I sang and dance a lot. Celebration was in the air. Still feeling tired.

Life, now as it seems, has become the directed journey. I used the phrase 'as it seems' because 'na jane agli subh kya surprize le kr aye'. And 'directed journey' because it seems ki pta hai ki ab kis direction me sochna hai, konsi manzil ki taraf rukh krna hai. My priorities are now my husband and my baby more than anyone else. They are my first love and my first responsibilities. And I'm satisfied with it. I've accepted this truth of my life.

 But my husband doesn't look ok with it. He wants me to remain in touch with the engineer in me and keep doing something in this field. He tries every single effort to keep the fire burning within me. My dream of becoming an entrepreneur and establishing my own company has now become his dream. I feel great when he motivates me on this path. :D

Abhi to mai bhi determined hu. I've decided to spend some time and relive the engineer in me which I've kept aside. 

So my three priorities of my life are now my husband, my baby and my dream in no particular order.

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Besabri

"jaise jaise karwa manzil ke nazdeek phochne lagta hai,
pta nhi kyu ye safar aur jada lagne lagta hai."

Becoming more patient these days for that special moment of my life. Wanna have it sooner now. ;) 
I had never thought that I'll react so enthusiastically for it. But I just love this feeling...  Hope everythin goes very well.